Attracted by His Beauty to Pursue Him More, Jasper Lau

I received the Lord in a home meeting in 1993. The moment I was willing to accept the Lord as my Savior, I wept with the feeling of release from my past sins and burdens. Starting from that moment, I touched the love of God that attracted me to know Him more. I didn't attend meetings regularly at the beginning because I was occupied by many things such as my busy full-time job in a big auditing firm and a harsh professional examination. I would rather rest on Sunday mornings than attend church meetings. With many praying for me, the Lord had an opportunity to touch me regarding this matter. Even though I studied very hard, the Lord did not allow me to pass the examination without a turn in my heart to attend meetings regularly. By this circumstance, I began to know that the Lord is sovereign. I could not pass it by my own ability and effort. When I started to attend the meetings regularly, I passed my examination. During that time, in a conference about consecration, I was touched by the Lord and heard His voice inside me. He asked me whether I would respond to His care or not. With my heart stirred by Him, I agreed to consecrate myself to Him even though I didn't know what I should do. The love of the Lord was so real to me at that moment.

I was stirred up to love the Lord, but I loved Him by my natural love. In 1998, a group of us in Hong Kong joined a gospel march held in Taipei. By that short trip, the Lord opened my eyes to see what real love to Him is. The natural love for the Lord I had disappeared when compared to the real love I experienced. For that gospel march, many believers meeting with the local church in Taipei opened their homes to us without reservation. During that time, the receiving church was building a new meeting hall. The brothers and sisters there donated all their savings for the sake of the new building. All I had witnessed on that trip became an awakening to me. I began to realize how low I was.

For the past few years the Lord had created a desire in me for training and showed me how much I needed to be trained. The desire grew more and more as time went by. Finally, I decided that I should go to the Full-Time Training in Anaheim. At first it didn't seem possible for me to come but finally the Lord opened the way for me and now I am enjoying the Training. Hallelujah, Jesus is Lord!